Pain and Joy

Keith and I always went back and forth when we first got married on the number of kids we thought we should have. And after Emilea I just knew we […]...

May

May is tough, really tough. May is a month that will forever change my life. May is a month dedicated to brain tumor awareness and a disease that took my […]...

Almost

Almost.Almost is so hard. Almost is a tough word. Almost there. Almost done. Almost through this.In our case we are at “almost a year”. That’s hard to swallow. Every event, […]...

Change

When Melina passed away the hardest thing to hear was “Michelle you’re never gonna be the same.” I have a hard time with that. And I struggle with the thought […]...

Greatest Love

For the last eight months I have cried every day, every single day. I really thought you could run out of tears. If you ever wondered you can’t, they always […]...

Getting Up

Grief is absolutely unpredictable at times. There are days you wake up and think okay I can do this and it seems a little easier. Don’t get me wrong I […]...

Time

Time is a very funny thing. Time feels like it is flying by but yet some days it stands still. Today is a day that the number is always going […]...

Why?

This last couple weeks have been nearly impossible. We just miss her. The firsts are so hard but just missing her excitement and craziness is even harder. But the last […]...

2020

2020. I NEVER want to see those numbers again. Then in the next breath I do. This is grief. There is never an absolute. There is never an end. It […]...

Survival

Survival. Now there is a word I thought would never be associated with my personality in my life. I have never wanted to just get by. But these days survival […]...